unwillingly

Even when I call, he receives unwillingly.

即使我登门拜访， 他也是很不情愿地接待我。

It is well to be reminded that Gandhi started out with the normal ambitions of a young Indian student and only adopted his extremist opinions by degrees and, in some cases, rather unwillingly.

值得一提的是，甘地起初抱得是印度青年学生的正常的雄心，只是逐渐采用了他的那些偏激的思想，在某些情况下还相当不情愿。