ruthlessly

I also did things like put myself on auto-response and I ruthlessly stopped caring about a lot of things (to make psychic space for my primary aim of liberation). That's about the gist of it.

我也会做一些像把博客调成自动回复，残忍地忽视很多事（让我最初的解放目标有个心灵上的空当）。这是要点。